muddy shoes

its jesmine's burfdae today!! happy burfdae girl!! haha!
she's my grand angel.. due to some reasons..haha!
hmmz.. 17 already!! big girl!! lol*

its everyday that i come online..
but i realised i lost the interest of updating my blog and visting some websites..
its only the honeymoon period..
but i'm already so shagged..
so many problems lately..
with just girls and boys around..
these sorta stuff just must happen..i still do not understand..
heard of self-control pple?! keep it to yrself!

and then why must some pple change their voice and attitude around guys ar?
they start to get hanky-panky and touch people for no reason..
maybe they just like it..
bt why cant they be the same?
it puzzles me like puzzles..

havent been updating..cos usally its a daily entry sorta thing..
but decided not to be sucha frequent blogger..
becos homeworks are piling up..and i seem to not do them at home ironically when they are namesd HOMEwork.. i do them in school in the fishtank.. call it the aquariumwork then..
so trying to just keep quiet and not tell u all my life..
ha!of course not..i'm kidding..
i'm typing here to laugh at myself when i'm bored.. not exactly to ley u all know wads happening in my life..
but then..entertainment lahz..cos blogs really entertain me alot online..
especially those somebodies who tend to shoot words at people unknowingly and just point the gun at my eye.. bull's eye!! and they pull the trigger..
they just killed the innocent.. actually they've been killing the innoccent..
wonder how do those brains work..
they just use some weird words and describe that person..and soon whoah!!they just aim and suppose the killer's you..when they're suppose to just shoot at
themselves..thise brains.. as BIG as a pea..

she's mean.. but he likes her..
maybe he likes meannies..he wears weird shoes with weird slabs of weird hair..
as though they had been to the moon..

chingay's preview tomorrow..
i belong to sector3 group4!thakns to stupid lessons..i cant go for the 4pm session..otherwise i wld have been with my friends.. not that i want to be with her tei-ness..there're other pple right..
but its okay..cos i have friends in sector 3 too..
the most i just pretend to be some sneak-er..and sneak around!
or just tag around like a tagger..
or fool around like a fooler..

chingay's on saturday! how exciting!! we are doing the lame dances..
being he not so ON me..i cant imagine myself doing lame dances like the dumb ketchup dance.. believe it or not..i'm gonna do it..
then if u want to see me doing it.
please stay away.. or peep from some other place....
i'll be embarrassed..and make a fool outta myself..

why must things be so coincidental..
stuck in the middle..

they are avoiding each other..
but i dun understand why must she drag me with her..
cant i stay in the fish-tank..silly me wasnt observant enough..l
if not i'ld never agree to stepping outta the fish tank..
i'ld just say hi with a big heart!! whahahaha!
i wld rather not be that close to her if that's wad she;s gonna do all the time she sees him..
i'm not even involved..

i cant stand it anymore..
i am not a dreamer!!!