muddy shoes

okayz!new beginning tomz..
and somehow i'm supposed to feel excited..
but to be honest..i'm not at all..
tho i'm gonna be some OGL..and some fervourian..as wad they call it...
i dun think i'm feeling excited now..

actually i was about to tuck myself in bed..
but my pretty sissy says that i shld keep her company cos she's doing work..
and its irony that its alwaes when she's doing wokr that i've got nth to do..
and when i've got things to do, she's slping..
so i'm just trying to keep her company for a lil' while longer before she starts to nag at me again..
sighh*

things come and go so fast..
wish it wont stop me from what i've been looking forward to..
and its a great feeling to be held that way...

and silence is the best conversation, auntie..
its only in that silence that u can feel each other's presence..
and its only when you dont talk that u can actually see better!!

pondering in wad shit cca i shld join..
i'm sure i'm not gonna stay in odac..cos its quite a waste of time..
thinking if i shld give in to crazy ms rivera.. or just stick with netball which i kinda miss...

stupid decisions i hafta make..
i dont wanna make a wrong one again..
sighh*