muddy shoes

okays.. i din haf the stupiak courange to tell him lars.. plus the bus was so crowded.. yikes* so i just smsed him! whahaha.. i feel so proud of myself.. but he's yet to reply! whoah God bless me lars.. my gawd* it better be a calm response.. i'll confirm get it from my sisterhood tomorrow lars..they'll be questioning me.. but too bad..that's my decision and i'm sure its FINAL. yay* i'm no longer a coward, no longer a pathetic loser.. maybe a partial one.. but not the major one now. yahoo* i'm proud of myself.. tsktsk*

so i failed my paper1 for chemistry.. actually i'm considered one of the higher fews in my class, but as compared to the others.. mans! i might as well just kick myself into a trench and bury myself alive! i got 10 and 3/4 outta 30! my gawd! that;s like so pathetic! i'm so dead. my teacher is so biased agaisnt my class la..he was scribbling bad stuffies on our papers like'atrocious', 'i thought u promised me better results?', 'rubbish!' and all those meannie things on our cool MYE paper lars.. he's insane mans! PMS!
my econs.. its the first time i got my name highlighted, and i'm so proud of myself lars!first time mans! highlighted means good by the way. but sighs* i know i'm dead for essay lars.. c'mon peiyun..stop dreaming! wake up.. think no overseas CIP for u mans.. but i'll do well and chiong for EOY and china yunnam.. wait for me to teach u lil kids english: A for apple and B for boy ok!! ;)

and i'm in the SLOW club.. cheryl carrot cheong started it..cheryl's mad. she and eng joo started their own slow club and now they;re recruiting members.. i had to join so that i wun get scoldings from her cos i was slow to ask her to help me put my books in the lockler.. for that i had to be in the slow club.. but heys.. i'm quite fast ok..but chris dun dream.. u're still the slowest lars.. maybe carrot's got 3 braincells.. just a teeny weeny bit better than you, but that's enufff.. :P

why no replies?!?! yikes*
but too bad.. someone;s gotta do it and someone;s gonna be hurt.. so yikes* i'll be the baddie.. i'm alwaes the baddie anyway.. that;s wad everybody see of me.. but i dun think i'm bothering about them.. cos its not worth my time explaining things that dun really matter to me anymore.. whaaa.. i sound so troubled. but trust me! i'm not.. i'm up in the clouds..
oh.. like ferly.. i'm off to an island in the sun..