muddy shoes

hehs. i love my new winter coat. it rawks my world like upside down cos its reversible! hehs. i'm so gonna love wearing it cos its so beautiful.. hehs*
think i'm sucha pile of shit because i was being so mean to my father..
he was so nice to give me money again knowing that i sure spent all the money on other stuff istead of winter clothes..and at the winter clothes place, he paid!! so he just gave me so much money for nothing..
he was so nice to bring me shopping for winter clothes..
he was so nice to buy me so many stuffies..
he was so nice to just please me knowing that i'm so obstinate and irritating..
he IS so nice.
even though he irritates me so much some times and becomes so unreasonable over nothing and gets so overly protective, he makes me fall so much in love with him again and again and again..
how i wish he's so not taken by my mummy u know!! okays.. tt sounds sick..

recce from lower pierce to upper pierce.
we took an exciting route. it was fun.. but it's so short..
and i saw like so many creepie crawlies! and komodo and green snake and salamanders!?!
its pretty exciting.. :)

i hate packing..
even tho i've conducted several backpacking lectures.. i dont know how to pack my bag?!
so wads on top? and wads at the bottom?! i've forgotten all! and my bag's exploding even without me putting in the essentials!! this is terrible.. i'll persevere and stuff everything inside by toms..

steamboat was nuts. everything was on fire!

i'm grateful for the family that i have..
i'll sure miss it when i'm at china..
i'm already missing everyone before i go..
i think i'm being too emotional over here.. oh no*
but i'm so gonna miss all of ya..
i mean fifteen days.. thats so long u know..

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