muddy shoes

alrights. look at the time now. its 2am. hees*
its been long since i stayed up at so late doing nothing..
it simply rawks because i am all alone and it feels good having myself to accompany myself.
i think i'm a very alone person. its just circumstances that force people to open up.

2 days of chinese new year break..
whoahs. i stuffed like zillion kilograms of food and expanded my limited stomach space into the size of a hot air balloon and i think its still expanding at an increasing rate, reaching an asymptote. haha! that's rubbish. okays. so school otday was pretty exciting with souls wondering around in the lecture theatre.. i could just see everybody go blank at the maths solutions that lame mr quek was flashing and practically the whole world was just copying blindly cause we are obviosuly still thinking of the many ang baos we've collected and all the good food at home. at econs lecture i almost died but thanks to minghan for blocking me from my dearest mr andrew neo, i wasnt caught for not paying attention. at least i din fall asleep. tutorials were fun wiht the teachers still in a ching chang chong chinese new year mood, and so most tutorials were slack, other than mr neo's. he could have killed people with his "why lehs? why not B?" questions. but luckily i din dio today. haha. heng like siao. heng ka lao.

all the time in school i was thinking of the major party at home with relatives from both sides coming to my house.
i chionged outta the school, thinking that gavin n gavan would still be at my house, playing with the toys i left on my bed.. but as the bus was approaching my bus stop, gees* i suddenly remembered the lousy side of the party. my paternal relatives!! ahhhh! so i strolled to the lift, hoping that they would be gone by the few seconds. so yea, those were just my wishful thinking. the lift door opened, i tiptoed out and shits!there were like thousand and one pairs of shoes scattered on the floor..i pushed open the door and omg!the whole world was staring at me.. shucks. there were like so many so many so many! i think like 50?! they were just staring, waiting for me to greet them one by one? like 50over la. crazy. my cosy home became some lousy pub overnight! my gawd! not knowing what to do, i said "hi everybody! happy new year!" then i felt a deadly stare..so shits. i just ignore and ran to my room la. whoahs. luckily my room's still the same. no monsters!!! i slacked on my bed, thinking of wad to do next then my father came.. he said:" go take the oranges and slowly greet everyone." i almost died la! he's mad isnt it. like 7 other brothers of his, plus one sister.. plus their husband and wives. means times 2. means 16 pple. crazy?!?! when they;re scattered all over the place?! nuts la. but i did it all the same. and i think tt was quite challenging. haha. they were all laughing and laughing, saying the same thing over and over again " whoahs! alot of pple hors?" yes! i know that, monsters! plabs* they soon cleared and yay! peace. haha.

cleaning up was horrible. those monsters dirtied my house like anything. parts of the wall were black, the floor was left sticky and smudged with some brown substance which my sister called shit, and bedsheets were crumpled..

yucks. those monsters.
i dont like them because they only care about themselves. they are all sexists..
the oldest wrote a book on how the family tree started, and he only labelled the boys' names. what about us? arent we LEEs as well? doesnt make sense la that family tree.
and everyone has to put in $20 monthly so that at the end of the year, they can use it for gathering purposes. but only the guys are invited. what rubbish is that uhs?
my sister is the first to get to the U but it was never mentioned.
a boy who went only to tpjc was made a big hoo-haa about just because he's a male, just because he's going to carry on the family line. can i ask which era am i at now? i feel like i'm living in the 1800s lars. my goodness.
today's lo-hey was meant only for the guys. all the wives had to stand aside and look at them lo-hey?! they simply dont understand biology. they think guys can just survive on themselves la. what rubbish isnt it?
that's why i dont like them.
boo!

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