muddy shoes

how come parents can never understand what their kids are going through?
not that i'm unhappy with them cause i think they are giving me alot more liberty than my bro.
its almost two different worlds that we are living in because i can almost go out anytime i want, but my brother cant really go out.. only like once a month or less than that? though its really unfair and i shouldnt be complaining about it cause i'm at advantage, but i cant help but feel for my dearest bro..
i can see that he;s trying hard. tho he's made some mistakes here and there..like skipping lessons.. but peer pressure, peer influence. think at the age of 15, friends are really important. even at 18.. i still feel that way.. so i dont blame him at all.summore i also skip lessons like chinese!!
but as parents, i think its just hard for them to not worry.. but arghs! they just dun quite understand.
and my bro is immature in a way.. so its so darn hard to console him la.
at least i made him talk. i'm proud of myself. but still..

i bought only a pathetic book for my sister.
arghs..

i did tut22 today.like finally i know how to do a complete tutorial.
even at a noisy place where the m1 shop is playing retarded sounds and china bitch complaining about money and money and more money.. (and they say they are not money-faced!!yes yes..i sooo believe all of them!!) and 3 other dumb ladies complaining about how sweet the coffee is!!( like wth. just shut up and drink it.. if not just jump off the building and kill yourself. *plabs* dumb girls. eeeew!) i could still do maths. hehs.
wow!

okays. chris says i'm long winded. so fine. i'll end here!