muddy shoes

it is too harsh
and probably not easy to deal with.
never would i think of giving you up just like that.
it's impossible. i wont.
you know it. and i need not explain further.

if you still insist that what we share is so easily swayed,
you leave me speechless.

somehow
things have to turn out this way.
it's unbelievable.
and almost ridiculous.
is what we share that insignificant?

he was afraid tyranny would rule
and the people become forgotten.
he was the last. undecided. hesistant.

Do so; let no man abide this deed
But we the doers.

i swam in my toiletbowl.
because i cant win.