NUS

I've never felt this bad over school. I used to be able to take things easy but grahhh! NUS is driving me crazy with an overload of smart people and this is making so stressed up, really! I cannot take it anymore. This time round I've developed some new psychological unbalance where my body thinks that I should not stay in the library for long hours. And so for the past few days, like the feverish day 3 months ago, I have been feeling really puke-ish and this is so not good. I used to think that NUS is such a big deal but now that I am in it, it feels like dirt. I do not like it although I feel a very strong sense of belonging to SDE (actually only to their pasta meal 7 at the Techno Edge). I just cannnot be satisfied.

I have never seen such large number of people come together to study in a place before. It is indeed overwhelming. My head cannot take it.

I bought $7.20 worth of Meiji chocolates today...