an SDE student

Sometimes I really hate being a SDE student. (Someone reading this is sure going to ask: What is SDE. SDE is School of Design and Environment, la!) Nobody knows where you are situated and you are like ''special'' in some not-so-popular modules. I am the ONLY SDE student in the entire module. While it might not mean anything by putting an "SDE" beside my name in the attendance sheet, I just do not like the fact that I am distinguished just because I am from SDE. I feel that there is some negative connotation that I am not as good compared to the people from other larger faculties. Maybe it is true since I have such a slack timetable, but it really isn't my fault if I can plan my timetable like this. And who actually knows that I attend classes for 6 hours straight each time I go? I am talking like I have such a strong sense of belonging to SDE, but who knows. Maybe sub-consciously I do.
GRAH! I know I should be glad that I even made it into NUS, I know.

I'm finally done with all my projects. Time to get started with revision. Oh, I finally passed Benny's irritating test on wednesday. It is one of the milestones in my life. Apparently knowing how to write a computer program is a milestone. I guess I'll never find that stone anywhere in my life...

That is supposed to be sad, but that is really nothing
if distances away, there is a man you are waiting for...