orientation

I don't quite understand how people can just sleep on other people's bed and wake up completely normal and fine. I've tried sleeping on my sister's bed, that is just next to mine, a couple of times but I always wake up feeling uneasy. It is either I literally wake up from the wrong side of the bed and knock my knee into the wall, or I just roll off the bed in my attempt to hug my bolster. And so now I'm typing this on my sister's bed, feeling really uneasy for some reason. But my sister is sleeping on my bed in total comfort.

I get so fed up sometimes while waiting for the lift at my tuition kids' houses. I've always been living on the highest floor and so I never really encountered those spastic lifts that just don't stop at your level but just continue going up, despite being empty, and come back down, empty. Like what's the point in them going up and coming down for no purpose? They waste my time, waste their effort, waste the energy. Everything is wasted so why put in so much effort? It is like studying really hard for topics that are out of syllabus.

I have my own orientation.







//I saw my additional mathematics book on the chair and yuck-ed at it.