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Wednesday, February 16, 2011
The Black Swan frightens me
The mind is powerful. I feel that my fears escalate with age and the ability to summon courage/zest just goes downhill. I no longer feel the need to impress and am acting like a 50y.o. man. This is no good especially when I'm only 6 months into work. I don't know if the lunch chats I always have with the boss mean that he knows I'm not putting in my best; or that he is just giving me a very generic piece of advice that he gives everyone. I always get told that I am very lucky to be wherever I am, but at the same time I also feel very sheltered and naked at the same time. I am confused, I am unable to sort out my thoughts. I need to flip myself inside out. I know I'm lacking something. Can someone tell me what it is?

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