What did you do

What do you do when your usual time-filler is not available?
Find other forms of entertainment.
Use the chance to get over things.
Understand the fact that nothing is indispensable.


I'm suddenly very hooked onto Ne-yo's Mad. I like it a lot. It's been on loop for the past week when I'm at work in the office. I don't get how I only like it after listening to it for the 6835th time.

Work's been getting busier, like what it should be. I realised that after 10 months, I still have not managed to grasp everything there is to IR. Yes, it is about relationships building and there is no strict yes/no answer, but I find that even the administrative details I do not know! I finally found some passion to fight for the workers but only to hesitate when I am at it. The lack of confidence, the fear of disapprovals. I've been doing some reflections lately and I hope it is of some use. 3 years, at least, Pei! I am not a quitter. I'll make it good.

Yesterday I had a bad dream after watching too much TV. I dreamt that it's wartime. Cannot remember much about it, but I know I was really disturbed when I woke up at 1am. And I ask myself now: what did I do?


//early-night suppers