Horrendous horrendous.
It was just strange to be back in class again. The fact that everyone seemed to know what's going on while I don't got me really frustrated. I hated the feeling of being at a total lost, but okay I was excited for my to-be newfound hobby. Check out my masterpiece please. I had a hard time and was so freaking stressed. Cannot wait for lesson 4 so I can complete it and bring the most awesome artpiece back! Haha! I think I'll offer it to my mum, who's been my greatest supporter all these while, even when I do really bad things. For there'll only be one first (most probably ugliest), and many other good masterpieces. I hope she accepts my love and wouldn't tell me I'm crazy!
Everyone's been asking me why did I sign up for it. Nobody seems to understand. I'm so upset please. It is py's search for her passion. Dreams keep us alive and I think passion makes life possible. So I was thinking for the longest time what would interest me, even for the slightest bit. Nothing much came out of it so the safest bet would be to move in line with my lifetime goal - a taitai who sits at home, sips coffee and occasionally does some card-making as a past time. So card-making needs some kind of inspiration right, so oilpainting it was since I thought it'll be therapeutic. Man, I am so wrong! I was really stressed. For 3 whole hours. Hopefully it's only for lesson 1. The sketching and proportion thing was really too much for a Monday night. Let's hope for a good lesson 2, 3, 4.
And another week just went on like this.. I starting writing this on Tuesday. It's Saturday already!
//return trip
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