Kungfu fighting

Very confrontational these days. Fought/got upset with 5 people in 6 days. That's a lot. And in addition, got confused by 2 fellas, as usual. But whatever. Today I'm blogging because so many people broke my heart.

Because I gave these people my heart that's why I bother and that's why I am upset. If I didn't care, I wouldn't bother and will not be affected. Because these people matter to me but then again, it is not always mutual.

Like this person called B. I told her everything (almost) and relied on her, but today she made things worse because she refuses to take responsibility and feels threatened. Today, I am upset at the loss of a friend. A supposed friend. A friend I thought I have and now I don't even know if "had" should even exist.

But today I learn from this.


//buttercup