Weird, twisted, drowning

I must be really weird these days. Or maybe I am just funny. Like LOL kind of funny. I mean if I am weird-funny, then the 2nd sentence is redundant, right?

Anyway,
So difficult trying to be good these days.
Mama is losing.

Blahhhh..

And something that made me LOL at myself after I put down the phone earlier today,
"nono! Not me. My friend's wedding!"

My almost broken heart.
What the heckkkk!


//slowly not steady