muddy shoes

astro camp starts this morning. i'm not there. whoops.

i went johor bahru instead. m'sia is improvong herself too. traffic lights haf timers to tell road users how much time they haf left before they can proceed on with the green lights, and also how much time they haf left before they need to stop wiht the red lights. gees* good invention but guess its kinda a waste on resources...but its good according to drivers. maybe i'm not a driver yet, that;s why i feel that all these timers aint that important.. but my father and sister were like so impressed..so i suppose its good lars. GREAT! malaysia is improving too.. singapore better buck up!!! hehs* that's when they hafta depend on ME.. and you lars... gees*
sometimes i wonder how singapore can survive la..with lazy pple like me around..maybe the economy will forever be down.. but i think i'll grow up to be someone useful to the society. everyone will.. not to worry!
and the bak kut teh at m'sia rocks manz! its super yummy! ha! i'm pigging again.. anyway i'm alwaes pigging.. so its okay!! life is good!

odac meeting was cancelled without me, the leader, knowing. so i chionged all the way from carrefour malaysia to kovan lars..and whoah!it was cancelled. thanks hur odacians! actually i dont know if i myself am to be blamed for it or wad.. i know it was mean of me to haf pushed the time back from 2 to 4. but i had to go m;sia with my family..and if they were to carry on the meeting, i dont think they will..so decided to push it back..and so everything got tangled up. but to be real honest, i think everything would haf been still the same whether or not i pushed back the time... but now with this, i think i cant be hrash on them anymore.. anyway i cant.. i'm not even anything..just an overall i/c for a particular acticity.. not even in the exco or anything.. to be neither here nor there in terms of authority sucks! i hold some responsibilites for the event, but i cant be too authoritative in the sense that i act like the boss.. its super difficult.. i cant offend anyone. i still need my place in the exco. it matters to me! grrraaaah!! politics,.

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