muddy shoes

yay* finally i got my name on the top lists of the game that i've been playing for ages. my sickening sister mastered that game and so the whole list was filled wiht her name.. until 5mins ago..ha!i got my big name there! nanny nanny boo boo! shes gonna scream tomz when she on the com! and that sore loser is sure gonna want to kick me out.
i'm feeling bad. there;s supposed to be dragon boating today, but to not let some st pats shit feel so great for organising something, i decided not to go.. moreover exams are round the corner, i'm not gonna waste my time. ha!sore loser ME.. guess it runs in the family.
and there's astronomy camp toms at nyp. and i'm not going again. because this sunday is father's day!! how can i be at camp? i think my father will die outta sorrow. so decided to be a good girl and just forfiet the money i paid for the camp. but its 40bucks mans. but i feel that my father is worth much more than that lars! the stars..i can look another day!!

went out with shit chris to study at lips. i wasnt that efficient, but i'm happy i did some work!!hehs* i'm starting to buck up..that;s good, but ha! i'm still a pig. ive been munching no-stop. the war supplies at home are decreasing at an increasing rate. geees* holidays make u fat. exams make me fatter! so i'm double that fat now. whoah! do i make sense? ha! too bad if i dont. but i think i do lehs.. and as usual, chris pau was late. i dunno wads so wrong with her lars..she's gotta be late when she's meeting me.. what kinda rubbish is this..if only eeghim;s my best fren..then chris wun be so mean to me.. hursss!!

father's day this sunday.
i dunno why pple tend to emphasise more on mother's day. look! father;s day seems so unhappening. when it was mother's day, all the newspaper and tv commercials had those banquets wiht discounts. but now there's like not much stuff.. why?why?why??
i dont deny that sometimes i am more sensitive to my father's feelings..everyone thinks for my mummy most of the time. like when she;s gotta go off to ntuc to buy some stuff.. automatically someone will accompany her.. but if my father wants to go somewhere, nobody will accompany him...everyone thinks that fathers are like more independent and stuff maybe? but i think fathers are just like mothers-the same. they also need us to be with them? ha! i'm just rambling and rambling.. i dont know if i make real sense. but hehs*
even though i alwaes complain and complain about how mean my father is..actually he;s not that mean lars.. u know when i'm angry i'll tend to exagerrate and stuff..so most of the time he seems super bad.. but heys.. my father is good ok.. seriously!
i love my father!