muddy shoes

okays.. school's been busy..and i think chris and ferly and many others are thinking that i've forgetten them or something? rest assured i've not okays.. not feeling good these few days.. college is really like cramped and teachers think that we are good enough to just handle everything by ourselves..maybe that's true to a certain extent.. but argh* i admit i'm not that grown up yet.. so ferlys.. when i received yr sms.. i was like jumping inside.. haha! dun worry okays!! i will NEVER forget you.. no matter how how how long lars.. seriously! i will NEVER forget anybody... i will never forget you, ferly.. i will never forget you, chris. i will never forget you, tessa. i will never forget jac, jesmine, louie, teresa..youyou, jules, trix.. not forgetting hweiyun, vanfen, denise.. and i will never forget seokmin! as in seroiusly.. all of ou are people whom i'll really never forget.. even when things crop us like dunno what.. rest assured that i'll just remember you guys okays!! as in seriously.. though we dont eally contact each other anymores.. 

 college life is not easy!! to me at least.. everybody's given high expectatiohns and we better meet them because its just like that.. if we dont, that;s the end of us.. and off u go to poly.. yikes* so every teacher;s like squeezing every teeny weeny bit of information into our brains.. and this is like clogging up my brains.. we want them to treat us like adults.. but guess i'm just not up to mark.. odac shit is staking up a huge proportion of my time..and i know its only 5%.. but before all the hell elections.. i hafta show what i can do.. because after organising sucha big event at sentosa.. (okays..its just big to me..) i better get something back..maybe i'm just demanding.

and it sucks when u see somebody that u dun wanna see.. and the shit word just comes out byu reflex.. and that person knows that i'm referring to him.. whaaaa.. bloody hell lars.. i was so obvious! hahaha.. i was clapping for myself after that.. because its amazing.. i was actually becoming like chris.. i'm becoming obvious, and guilty-conscious.. whahahaha!!sucks like anything.. actually, come to think of it... if he;s gonna be in ocip too.. i'd rather withdraw from it.. yikes.. i hate myself..

ferly.. i will never forget you.

chris.. i hope u dun feel that i've neglected you.. sorrys*

i miss all of you okays!!! :)
yay* gonna see u all toms!!