what the heck! today;s the worst day outta my whole 17years la.. my gawd!! firstly..i had some shit ass headache form from the morning till 12+.. all the lessons before 12 were all useless to me.. especially maths! i cant thake it lars..her voice sucks like anything..it drove me nuts.. i really cldnt take it.. i was feeling so vexed and everything that i think i almost spoilt the chair that i was sitting on..cos i was kicking my on chair like crazy.. stupid thing! stupid mrs tcheau! blooody hell..hate her like dunnmo wad..she really sucks..she cant teach for nuts..and nobody listes to her during the lect lars.. everyone justcopy the solutions.. blooody hell..and its 3D trigo.. i'm so gonna fail maths again if she;s gonna take over as the lecturer.. what the heck!
follwed by was odac meeting at the dumb ass gallery.. nbot everyone was there.. so yah..i had to call and find everyone and scream at them to come and meet me.. as though i'm really in need of attention..sorry..i dun need it.. so stupiak jennifer din come again..so i hafta lookfor her..and scream into the phone cos her phone.. or izzit her ears are spoilt..she just cldnt hear me.. what the hell.. i so wanted to smashed her face when i saw her.. she sent junxin..amybe that;s her bf.. to come and see me..sorry.. i wnated to scold her..so too bad.. i made her come up all the way again..to think she is a cadet instructor.. i think anyone else can make a better one..so wad if she excels in her NCC? sorry..too bad.. i dunno hoiw to appreciate.. no thanks! so i screamed at her..and her bf was pissed.. before that her'bf' warned me not to scold her at the position i'm in.. ha! too bad.. i dun quite give a damn about wad they are gonna think about me.. so i just asked him to shuddup.. okays..i'm regretting it no.. but wads done cannot be undone!!! so too bad..they just hafta hate me..that;s all..its just so simple..
after school was plain irrittaing.. i rushed off for the OCIP interview..and i screwed it up like dunno wad.. as in no kidding..itd the worst interview i've ever given.. serious. no kidding.. that teacher's my physics teacher..and i find it so hard to talk serious with her..usually we'll be crapping about dunno wad.. but no she's asking me for my strength and weaknesses and wad i can do to the people at china..and why do u think i'll choose u to go for OCIP.. ph bloody hell.. i cannot make it.. so i screwed it up..and i think i cant go already~! thanks mans.. thanks again.. forever sctrewed up..
mr goh says that i hafta push forward the stuff at entosa..and so the stupoid bicycle kiosk cant open in time.. and i hafta make a whole new proposal now..and i lost my soft copy..and he refuses to give me the old proposal.. so what the f* i hafta replan everything.. as in real EVERYTHING because the kiosk refuses to open at like 930? its just half an hour earlier.. wth! go and die.. and i told mr goh..and then he said its just too bad.. just replan everything.. excuse me lars.. u wantus to do well..and u're giving us so much shit.. its so darn hard to get everyone to meet la..they'll think its redundant and will just end up not coming?and how am i supooosed to get everything doen? wtf!! he shld haf known its the j2's poarewnts day..and shld haf just scheduled it to another day..or just ask the j2s to forget about it.. but wth.. he's like killing me la.. i wanna gove up.. but it'll only show that i'm useless.. maybe i'm really useless.. but wtf! i hate everything! i hate today!!
my ocip is really screwed up..i cant believe it...after the interview.. i realised that i got so much things to say.. yes.. i'm slo.. but wth!! grrrrr*
i hate today! i hate today! i hate today!!!!!!
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and so i still hate today.. i sorta just pushed front the odac shit.. but i think it still sucks and he's gonna find fault in it.. but somehow i feel that this is the best tt i can do.. i dun wanan crack my brains over something and in the end its rejected.. its just not worth it.. moreover today sucks so much.. i've got no mood for anything.. tho i ate ben and jerrys just now.. it still doesnt quite cheer me up.. sucks lars.. i feel like being a couch potato NOW!! i dun wanna do anything.. not even writing my name..
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